CHELSEA Monday, January 01, 2007
hmm... last year actually ended quite well. no worries, no problems, nothing. i'm fortunate enough i guess... throughout the year i've had disappointments, problems, LOTS to worry about. but in the last minutes of the year, i felt happy surprisingly. i mean, i felt like my life was so carefree la. i don't feel this way much. i think last year was good. one of the best. though i think last year was the year where i had the most mood swings, felt the most stress, seriously on an emotional rollercoaster.. probably due to the hormones and shit. but i think it was the most enjoyable. maybe it's cos i've learnt to treasure things more and had alot of happy memories. i think its also cos as i grow older, my circle of friends becomes smaller, and thus we are closer. that's what i think. my friends are really REALLY an important part of my life. they never fail to be there. school was good last year. i didn't think i'd grow to like onepe, but i actually did. well, i didn't think amelia would end up being my best friend either.. (if you didn't know, we used to hate each other in primary school...) i think i've learnt to be more responsible too... that's good right? haha. i think i've learnt that whatever happens, i should just learn to accept it, like i eventually did last year when i didn't think my sec1 life was gonna be good. i think whatever happens, i should just trust in God and everthing will be fine. haha.. this is a damn serious sounding post, but i don't care. last year was good cos of the world cup.. my first year in secondary school, which is VERY different from primary school... first year in yz too, which can be quite scary.. especially when in my position that time.. sigh. but yz's okay to me now. i've even decided to serve. making new friends in school was good. friends that i've never known from other primary schools.. its interesting. hmm.. so my new year's resolution would be i guess to 1)be more friendly? cos alot of people think i'm anti social and dao.. but i'm not actually.. i think its cos i'm shy? 2)study hard. i can't afford to drop classes. i really can't. 3)do my quiet time EVERYDAY. my relationship with God can improve a hell lot. i think i'm being unfair to him. 4) hahahah... try sounding less bimbo and lian.. cos i'm actually NOT bimbo, and neither am i lian. its just the way i talk i guess? i have different ways of talking to different people la. and finally 5) i wanna try to be more guai! haha... i know it sounds quite impossible.. but, i must try. yup. haha. yeah okay, that'll probably be all i'm gonna say. oh yeah, and everything wouldn't be possible without God. he's helped me grow and mature alot in my faith and everything else. thankyouLord!